Tuesday, April 18, 2006

It's all good.....

Well, I title my post what my mind knows it true. Today my heart just feels a little different.
I hate to be a whiner etc...however, today was a difficult day for me. No real issues, things could be 1000 times worse...That's the part my mind knows...but, I just deep down, felt, well....Needy...how weak to say that, but truth be told, I need....
I needed to be valued, not brushed off, needed to be smiled at, not frowned upon, needed to be coldsore scab free, zit free and stunning to everyone in the world....Needed to be the smartest, most wise decision maker...I could even settle for perfect....:)Needed to be the worlds best mom, and teacher.....
Yes, I know. My mind does better than my heart. But, That is why I am Sara....but as the title said, "It's all good", because really, it is. Even when it sucks, it's good....
Knowing that "it is all good": truth
An email from someone today, who made me feel important and valued: wow
Being reminded what a great friend made me do once...look in a mirror and say: "Sara You are Made in HIS image"...Priceless.